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Friday, October 18, 2013

Old books are our kindred spirits

There is nothing like walking into a bookshop you have never seen before. 


You give it a double-take when you first walk by and furrow your brow as you insist against your argumentative brain that you have never, ever seen it before. You wonder if it has opened up for business recently, but by observing the poor condition of the signage on its window front you accept that there is no way it could have opened in the last week, or month, or decade for that matter. You shrug off the confusion and smirk a little, anticipating the joy you are about to feel as soon as you step inside.



You tug at the wooden door handle and pull it open. The wood has worn down where people have touched it to enter the store. This, too, is perplexing--how is it possible that any number of people have walked through this door and you hadn't even known about its existence.

You step inside. The aroma of vanilla and incense wafts in your direction. There is a haze about the space, and you notice it is dust. The dust of the characters who have galloped away from from castles in search for their adventure, the dust which is blown of old treasure chests by pirates and gypsies alike, the dust that Victorian bourgeoisie despise in Parisian salons -- this dust is familiar to you, and yet you know not how.


There is an aged man sitting behind the cashier at the far left corner of the store. His circular spectacles have slid down his nose - indeed assisting the myopia of his experienced eyes. His hair is greyed, his puce coloured overalls have dulled due to being thrown into the wash one too many times. He wears an expression of puzzlement: he is consumed by the literature he holds in front of him. He has not looked up since you have entered. He has not sensed your presence. He is not concerned with the world outside the pages of his book.

You watch his expression alter with every page he turns and chuckle. You see yourself in him. You recognize the immersion he displays. You know he is reading one damned fine piece of writing. If only you could ask what it was.


Thursday, October 10, 2013

Third World Girls

"'We know for a fact that an investment in girls is the best anti-poverty measure that we can choose,' said Jo Scheuer, co-ordinator of disaster risk reduction with the United Nations Development Program."


BEN DEPP / PLAN INTERNATIONAL

This was taken from an article that was posted in the Toronto Star today, which discussed the ways girls and women are indiscriminately maltreated during times of natural disaster in developing countries. The facts were appalling. The statistics were stunning. "Girls are 14 times more likely to die in a natural disaster" than boys and men. When parents are given the choice between saving their daughters or sons in times of strife, floods and food scarcity, they choose their sons as it is these heirs that will maintain the bloodlines of the families. Their daughters are abandoned and left for dead. 

Girls are susceptible to early pregnancies, to rape, to prostitution and death in the time following national emergencies and village disasters. They are vulnerable and seeking shelter, food and warmth, and so, turn to those who offer aid, no matter what the form of aid appears in. If money or food are to come of selling their bodies, they are pushed back into a corner that offers little room for recourse. 

Please read this: Toronto Star: Why girls are 14 times more likely to die in a natural disaster. Support Plan Canada. Read the literature that Because I Am A Girl has to offer. 

Women are immaculate. Women are resilient. Women are powerful beyond measure. Far too often are we hidden in nooks and crannies around the world and forced to submit to the requests of those who offer crude and unwarranted "aid", simply because we are not offered it from any other source. Let's change this.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Let's get out there!

There are thousands of us around the world. We practically make up our own demographic. We can be studied, we can be squeezed into a mere statistic, our prospects can be stipulated. We are the unemployed, twenty-somethings.

We were promised the best education Canada has to offer. We were told that after acquiring a university degree the world would be our oyster. We were, or at least, I was, encouraged to choose a university instead of a college by my high school teachers. College was stigmatized. The girls (I went to a Catholic, all-girl high school) who skipped out on classes and hung outside smoking cigarettes and weed chose colleges. Those girls are now well on their way to obtaining full-time jobs. We, on the other hand, are well on our way to writing our hearts out on blogs like these, contacting charities and agencies who are looking for volunteers, and hoping, mightily hoping, that someone, somewhere will notice our potential and scoop us out of the misery of unemployment.

I have applied for jobs in the retail industry, jobs for reception, administrative assistants, entry-level-anything, everywhere. To no avail. Because I am an intern from 9-5 for three days a week, I am unemployable. I would not trade the skills I am gaining for any administrative assistant positions. It is providing me with a solid foundation to demonstrate the best of my skills, and for that I am remarkably lucky.

However, for those who have not landed an internship, who cannot afford to go back to school, and are regrettably unemployed, there is hope for you and it comes in the form of philanthropy.

There are associations, foundations, clubs, charities and NGOs all over the globe that are seeking people like us--people who have copious amounts of energy to employ and no one to give us the shot. Whether it be assisting those who courageously defend the decrepit state of the environment, those who defend the rights of women internationally, or those who are concerned about the homeless men in your municipality, they want us. They are looking for us. Of course, it won't rack in the dough, but it will fulfil us in ways we might not have completely been aware of before. We will be learning about diplomacy, solidarity, pragmatism, development, government assistance (or lackthereof) and will be able to help those that need it as well as ourselves. We might even make a connection with someone who is looking for an employee just like us. 

Who knows. What I'm saying is, we might as well step outside and help out where we can instead of pity ourselves in the bleakness of our rooms.

I live in the fabulous, vibrant city of Toronto. If you do too, here are some associations who are regularly looking for volunteers, and could use someone like you:













For more information about NGOs in your city, check out Foreign Affairs, Trade and International Development Canada and Charity Village.





Good luck!

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Musings, Fixations, Worries, Queries

Ever just stop for an hour and think about where your life is headed? Ever map out where you've been, where you are, and where you'd like to be? I seem to be doing that more often than I'd like, these days. I suppose at twenty-two this is normal of the transition from student-worker bee; figuring shit out. While half of my twenty-two year old counterparts seem to have their shit together, the remaining half is caught fostering a complacency which should not be allowed. I have friends who are captivated by inspiration, and in turn, motivation. However, I also have friends who sincerely cannot fathom finding the confidence, or in my opinion, desire, to quit their poor-paying, menial part-time job.

I love to write. I do. I would love to go into journalism, but my portfolio is poor. I do not know where to look for the opportunities to expand my experience. I need to be taught how to write like a journalist and yet I cannot find the time. 

Currently I am "employed" as an intern for a Toronto-based parenting magazine. It is an unpaid position, hence the use of quotations. I enjoy the experience I am gaining there. I am hosting interviews, writing movie reviews, blurbs and pieces that will be publishing in the next issue. But is that enough? Will employers see this experience as something that sets me apart from other writers my age? I can't help but think negatively.

It is difficult to obtain the positions you seek that require a minimum of three to five years in the industry of choice. Where do we get this experience if employers are not willing to take a chance on those who have not met the requirement? It is difficult proliferating your name at this age. It is difficult establishing a rapport in the presentation of your work which warrants respect for one's craft. However, one way or another, things fall into place.

I often envy my father's employment path. In his last year of university, a professor approached him to applaud my father's talent for writing, and asked if he had ever considered applying for a position at the Windsor Star. He hadn't, but after Mr. Professor's intimation, it was all he could think about. My Dad had a connection at the Star and was soon given a job. Yes, just like that. There was no portfolio, there were merely essays which had been handed to the hirer. Heck, if it was that easy we'd all be journalists. I suppose that's the point, after all; to weed out those who are dutifully passionate about writing as objective, sensitive journalists, from those who sloppily aggregate facts and quotes for the sake of meeting the assigned quota.

Anyhow, I know this is quite irrelevant to most of the content I provide you on this blog, however, I know I am not alone when I say that: currently, I am lost. I know there are millions of others who are desperately researching for avenues which give them a leg up and offer them the chance to acquire the experience they need to reach their next goal. 

I've been checking this out for some inspiration. So far, it has helped. FastCompany's list of the Most Creative People In Business: 2012-2013. Check it out: FastCompany: The Most Creative People in Business: 2012-2013


Good luck, chaps!




xx

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Free People x Roshambo

Free People presents a short film to convey the story behind the theme of their February 2013 catalogue. Whimsical love, Christopher Abbott, Sheila Marquez, Bohemian-chic, wanderers, turquoise and silver, tassels and crocheted fabrics, Rio de Janeiro, beach waves, serendipity.

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Part 1 - Roshambo





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Part 2 - Rock 





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Part 3 - Paper-Scissors

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Washington Post: Four Reasons Russia Protects Syria

As Al Jazeera streams its dialogue about Russia's participation and stance on Syria's civil war (which can be watched here: http://stream.aljazeera.com/), I decided it is imperative we clearly understand the reasons Russia backs Syria's dictator Bashar al-Assad. Those the AJ journalists interviewed have provided several repeated reasons, namely, for strategic interest and for the Russian naval base situated in Syria.



Keep in mind: Moscow blocks the United Nation Security Council from interfering with Syrian regime developments. Under international law, if America were to take military action against Syria it would be illegal. Because of Moscow's guardianship, they can transport arms to the Assad regime without disruption. Sending massive amounts of weaponry to Syria is an affluent source of revenue for Russia. Russia likes the revenue.

According to the Washington Post, the four most prevalent reasons President Putin supports Assad's battalion are:

1. Russia's naval base in Syria is strategically important and happens to be the last foreign military installation outside the former Soviet Union.

2. What political scientists care calling "Cold War mentality". Along with a sense of national insecurity, Russia holds firmly to the ideals of maintaining one of its last military alliances.

3. Russia believes in domestic responsibilty and consequence. They refute the concept of "international intervention", especially against countries like Syria, because they view this as reminiscent of the Western imperialism which dominated during the Cold War. This threat makes Syria's protection all the more appealing to Putin.

4. As I stated earlier: revenue. They like money; they need money.






Hope that helps. Cheers.






Sandra Day O'Connor x Madeleine Albright x Anne-Marie Slaughter



LIVE From the New York Public Library



On March 28th this year, three female powerhouses met to discuss their contributions as members of government as well as the overarching issue of female leadership in America. Anne-Marie Slaughter, the first woman to serve as Director of Policy Planning for the United States was joined by Sandra Day O’Connor, the first female Supreme Court Justice, and Madeleine Albright, the first female Secretary of State.



The first female Supreme Court Justice, the first female Secretary of State and the first woman to serve as Director of Policy Planning in the United States Department of State.




These women will go down in history for breaking the mould of a primarily patriarchal state of American government. Their successors thank them and women around the world venerate them for their perseverance and eloquent demand of authority and respect. They are authors; they are teachers. O’ Connor served as an Associate Justice under the appointment of President Ronald Regan in 1981 and Albright was nominated by President Bill Clinton in 1997.
                Both women nourished a passion for expanding their intellect. O’Connor attended Stanford University and continued into Stanford Law School to earn her law degree. Albright attended Wellesley College before joining the College Democrats of America.  Both are published authors of multiple works and this year O’Connor presented her new addition Out of Order: Stories from the History of the Supreme Court.
                Anne-Marie Slaughter is a contributing editor at The Atlantic and a Professor of Politics and International Affairs at Princeton University. She was dean of Princeton’s Woodrow Wilson School of Public and International Affairs and received the Secretary’s Distinguished Service Award after leaving the State Department. These feats make her an ideal candidate worthy of any little girl’s awe and esteem.
                Watching a video like this is necessary for our regular dose of female empowerment. It will provide you with crucial pieces of information for the all the times little girls may ask you, “Who are some famous women I should know about?” You will be able to give her three incredible examples of female leaders who stood up to the constructs of society as they stood at the time, and did not back down when others scoffed at the idea.
                The content may be too heavy for children to understand, however keep it in mind. There is an increasing need for girls to admire women for their intellect and philanthropy. Admiring women for their aesthetic only goes so far! They should be encouraged to look up to women who can express themselves plainly, who have stared in the face of doubt and told it to ‘shove off’, and who spend their affluence on others, especially those who lack it. My ideal female idol is one who could debate until she is hoarse in the throat and walk into a room full of influential CEOs and not break a sweat. I hope the next generation agrees!


Monday, September 16, 2013

Buzzfeed: Drake: "Nothing Was The Same"

While scanning the daily posts, likes, and comments on Facebook today, a girl provided a link for a Buzzfeed article discussing Drake's new (leaked) album. Normally, I dismiss Buzzfeed altogether. From the time I have spent on it, I find it does not provide articles and opinion pieces which have been written with any effort, really. Mainly, the site consists of celebrity gossip and endless galleries of GIFs and images of collected sorts and themes. It is a site I seek when I feel like using little to no brain power.



Anyhow, today I was gladly surprised with Buzzfeed. The blog posted is called, Drake's New Album Resonates Because We're All Emotional Wrecks. Immediately I was sceptical because 1) I'm not a huge fan of Drake to begin with 2) It is overly presumptuous to assume we're all "emotional wrecks" 3) Who are the "we" mentioned? and 4) Buzzfeed wouldn't produce any written work of substantial quality, right?



Wrong.

While I read this blog post, I found myself increasingly pleased with the stylistic prose and directive rhetoric woven throughout it. It was eloquent, succinct, provocative, and informative. It sparked my curiosity long enough to keep me engaged until the completion of the post.

Perhaps I don't delve further enough into the site to find more pieces written like this one, however, at least to me, Buzzfeed does not sell itself as a site which promotes quality and reputable written work.

Apologies to those who feel quite the contrary. But enough from me, read this:


Buzzfeed: Drake's New Album Resonates Because We're All Emotional Wrecks







Cheers!

NEW 2013: Albums to Anticipate




September 17th, 2013

Grouplove
"Spreading Rumours"

Jack Johnson
"From Here to Now to You"

MGMT
"MGMT"

Said The Whale
"Hawaii"

The Presets
"Pacifica"




September 24th, 2013 

Kings of Leon
"Mechanical Bull"

Drake
"Nothing Was the Same"

Elton John
"The Diving Board"

Icona Pop
"This is...Icona Pop"

Matthew Good
"Arrows of Desire"

Willie Nelson
"To All The Girls..."




September 30th, 2013 

Justin Timberlake
"The 20/20 Experience 2"

HAIM
"Days Are Gone"



October 1st, 2013

Amos Lee
"Mountains of Sorrow, Rivers of Song"

Joan Jett
"Unvarnished"

Justin Timberlake
"The 20/20 Experience 2 of 2"

Lorde
"Pure Heroine"

Teen Daze
"Glacier"






Check out this website for the full list of upcoming album releases:

Metacritic - New and Upcoming Music






xx

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Listen to AM, Arctic Monkeys' new album!!


I guarantee, after you listen to this once, it will remain on repeat for the remainder of this month, and the next, and the next after that, and after that.
Listen, I dare you.




Track List:

1. Do I Wanna Know? 0:00-4:26
2. R U Mine? 4:26-7:44
3. One For The Road 7:44-11:10
4. Arabella 11:10-14:38
5. I Want It All 14:38-17:43
6. No. 1 Party Anthem 17:43-21:47
7. Mad Sounds 21:47-25:22
8. Fireside 25:22-28:24
9. Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High? 28:24-31:04
10. Snap Out Of It 31:04-34:18
11. Knee Socks 34:1838:36
12. I Wanna Be Yours 38:3641:42

Vanity Fair, 100 Years

This month marks Vanity Fair's 100 years of its globally recognized, top notch, chic, informative, and prolific print. With Kate Upton (Tower Heist, Sports Illustrated Swimsuit) donning the cover page of this issue as Annie Leibovitz's 20s, vintage, pin-up femme fatale, she makes her mark in history: being included into the creme de la creme of Tinseltown's finest.



* She is currently filiming The Other Woman alongside Cameron Diaz, Leslie Mann and Don Johnson.

But enough about her.

Let's talk Vanity.


This first issue was published in 1983. Since then it has also been printed in American and European versions. Conde Nast is a a division of Advance Publications which produces Vanity Fair along with best-selling magazines GQ, Vogue, The New Yorker, among others. It's headquarters are in New York City and Robert A. Sauerberg is the President of this publication powerhouse. Editor-in-Chief of Vanity Fair is Graydon Carter.


After almost five decades after the original 1936 edition was shuttered, VF was revived by Conde Nast chairman, Samuel I. Newhouse, who brought the magazine back to life in 1983. 
This was the cover page.


Vanity Fair is best known for its exclusive content of popular culture, high fashion and current affairs. Its cover pages have housed some of the best known socialites of the 21st century. From Audrey Hepburn to Marilyn Monroe to Jude Law to President Bobby Kennedy and President Barack Obama, Vanity Fair is heralded for its timelessly classic portrayals of world leaders and popular figures.













Its writers cover a myriad of topics and are bold enough to push the boundaries of conversational pieces. This magazine is not for the hoity toity, bourgeoisie class despite its affinity with Silicon Valley, political and celebrity socialites. Instead, this magazine delivers its stories which bare all, and in so doing, invite all who are curious enough to find out. They disclose details many have not yet heard. They print interviews that are scrutinized by critics. They, in an artful manner, divulge secrets.

Vanity Fair is notoriously controversial. An April 1999 cover featured an image of Mike Myers dressed as a Hindu deity which warranted apologies from both photographer, David LaChapelle, and magazine. In 2008, a bare-backed 15-year-old Miley Cyrus posed for a Vanity Fair photo shoot, taken by rule-breaker Annie Leibovitz. This shoot received an immense amount of press and was touted as lacking class and discretion.

Leibovitz, a master, in my opinion, remains a VF favourite.



Pick up the October 2013 edition today!








Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Heartbeat to Replace Passwords

Can't remember the pin to your mastercard, VISA, debit card, Bay card, Sears card, and Optimum card? Can't, for the life of you, remember the password to your okcupid.com account? And oh my goodness, you have forgotten the card you scan to get into your office back at home. You can visualize it's exact location in your mind. If only you go back in time and pick it up...

Have no fear!!



A Canadian company by the name of Bionym has created technology that comes in the form of a black plastic bracelet, which records the unique patterns of your heartbeat and uses them as a means of verifying one's identity.

This technology is intended to replace credit card, passwords, pins, keys, retina scans, fingerprint scanners and all modes of personal verification. Instead, one wearing the device would simply wave the bracelet in front of whatever needs a code to tap into and BAM: access granted.

The science behind this is quite interesting. What Bionym did was insert an ECG sensor into the bracelet. ECGs, or electrocardiograms, measure the electric activity of the heart. Apparently, all humans create a unique rhythmic heartbeat which cannot be duplicated in another human heart. Therefore, if anyone tried wearing your bracelet in hopes of accessing your accounts, entry would be denied.




Bionym claims the use of these bracelets ensure security better than fingerprints, face and even iris scans.

"All of these are essentially on the outside of your body, can be taken by photograph," said Karl Martin, CEO of Bionym.

In case you'd like on of your own, you can pre-order a bracelet at the retail price of $80.00. It is expected to hit the market next spring.


Check out what Telegraph.UK has to say about these


Lub dub. Lub dub. Lub dub. Please Enter.

Sunday, September 8, 2013

What of Luck?

Many great men have spent time sitting by their window sills, or at their mahogany desks, or in lush gardens, or in derelict apartments, or in jail cells, and thought of luck.

Luck. To be lucky.To be of privilege without any particular cause. To come of success without any particular effort. To be awarded the upper hand without request.

Money, love, capital - the way men have turned to luck for the acquiring of these.

(Note: I firmly press upon you the respect I have for female potency and must say, by 'men' I do mean all of mankind.)

I am sure many have neglected increasing their efforts in hopes of Luck saving the day. People pray for luck before exams, before entering court rooms, before marriage proposals.

What do we expect luck to provide? All that is not immediately attainable? We ask for luck when we know we have overlooked something, when our goals seem even the tiniest bit out of reach, when we lack the confidence empower ourselves.

Consider what these greats have said of luck:


"Shallow men believe in luck or in circumstance. Strong men believe in cause and effect."
Ralph Waldo Emerson

"It was the nation and the race dwelling all round the globe that had the lion's heart. I had the luck to be called upon to give the roar."
Winston Churchill

"Diligence is the mother of good luck."
Benjamin Franklin

"Nothing goes by luck in composition. It allows of no tricks. The best you can write will be the best you are."
Henry David Thoreau


Of these men, few acknowledge that luck is of some ascendant grace which falls upon those deemed worthy. They state plainly that luck entails the application of focus and drive; that hard work is what ensure any amount of luck. That with "cause" and "diligence" luck will come. Asserting that luck is the spawn of effort may suggest something of a subjective perspective on work ethic. However, I think the message they convey is important. Luck needs a catalyst in order to be sparked. What ignites that spark is the effort one asserts into the attainment of their goal.

Now let's take Lady Luck and branch out a little.

Fate, Destiny, Chance, Fortune. Theses forces have been represented in history, literature and mythology for hundreds of years. Humans have been enthralled by the idea that there may be some ungoverned force influencing the consequences of one's life.

For example, Fortuna - the personification of Luck in Roman mythology.


Fortuna was an ambivalent force in that it one was unable to determine when and how she would bring luck and whether or not it would be good or bad. She was crafty. Often presented as veiled or blind, she had no knowing where she'd exercise her strength. She was then portrayed in a ubiquitous image of the Wheel of Fortune which was exploited in the Middle Ages.

This is Botticelli's representation of Lady Fortune spinning her wheel.

Eventually, with the onset of Christianity, philosopher Boethius wrote that the "random and ruinous" turns of Fortune's Wheel were a result of providence and not chance. His discourse states Lady Fortune was a servant of God and acted according to the Divine Will. Luck, in many ways had run its course.


With so many conflicting opinions about what Luck, or Fate, or Fortune, Chance or Destiny is, I suppose the responsibility is ours to decide what we'd like it to mean in the context of our lives.








Hope this provoked you into asking a few questions of your own.





Friday, September 6, 2013

Viva SMC

My best friend is the head coordinator of U of T's St. Michael's College Frosh Week and I couldn't be more proud of the fantastic work she has done to make this Frosh a memorable one.

At work yesterday, a girl came through my check-out with "SMC" written on her arms in blue paint. 

Myself: "Do you go to St. Mike's?!"

Girl: "No, I'm at the music faculty but I joined in the St. Mike's Frosh because theirs is so much better than mine."

Ahh, music to my ears.

I took Frosh Week very seriously while in university. Not only was I a leader of a group of Froshies one year, I was a Spirit Squad member for two. I painted myself blue and I cheered all week long without stopping.

Us SMCians are passionate about our Frosh Week. We chant till our voices are hoarse. We dance till are bodies deflate with exhaustion. We ensure every college at U of T knows we are the absolute best.

So, naturally, Froshies from the other colleges join ours. Our spirit cannot be matched. Our cheers cannot be beat. The colour blue reigns supreme.

Viva SMC.

This is me. 





Good day!

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Have you been Ex-ed?

Time for a personal tidbit. I don't often delve into my (now non-existent) romantic  life, but today I experienced something I figured would be of interest to my fellow females who have likely experienced the same thing.

Facebook. Facebook is like a grenade. Someone tosses it at you and you watch it land at your feet praying to God it doesn't explode. Today it exploded in my face. 



Recently ex-ed people (to explain, being ex-ed means you have just been..er..forced out of a relationship) tread with caution while manoeuvring Facebook. Many deactivate their accounts entirely to avoid the regurgitation of memories brought about by watching their ex-ed other pop up on their mini-feed. Most deactivate their accounts in fear of evidence of an ex's new love, or old buried secrets found out. 

After I was ex-ed, I didn't delete my Facebook account. Instead, I barrelled through the maintenance of my account (with caution) and endlessly posted pictures of my incredible Europe trip. He removed the use of his wall and, from the looks of it, to my sincere appreciation, does not use Facebook much. He has not 'Liked' or commented on anything in months. We have been broken up for almost seven months now. 

So, this morning I signed onto Facebook to send a friend of mine a link to an apartment in Florence, Italy. We are planning on moving there for a year in 2014, unless we find jobs in Toronto. 

BAM. BLAM. KABOOM. 

CRACK. POW. 

CRASH. SLAM. CRR---EAAA---KKK

That was the sound my heart made when upon my screen arose a picture of my ex-boyfriend lounging on a couch at my old university, beer cup in hand and tagged: "The most eligible bachelor on campus, ladies."

The picture was taken by a friend of mine. She did the tagging. Several did the "Liking". I stared.


The first thoughts to cross my mind were:

  • comment on the picture...bitterly
  • like the picture...out of spite
  • report the picture...for justice
  • hunt down picture-taking-EX-friend
  • inform all best girlfriends
Thank goodness I went with the last.

So, I e-mailed the girls. Each one dutifully ran picture-taking girl into the ground, using only their words of course and I immediately felt better.


So, to all females who have been EX-ED, I feel you, girls!! It sucks and we will continue to see these pictures on Facebook and hear these stories through the grapevine. Just remember, consult your girlfriends. They will remind you that "men are the amoebas on fleas on rats" to quote the wise and wonderful Frenchie from Grease, and bring to light how the quality of your life is so much higher than said Ex (despite how temporarily untrue you may feel that to be). 

Keep your heads up girls. Chase your dreams instead of men, as you'll benefit one hundred times more. 

As for Facebook? I haven't decided what I'll do with that little sucker just yet. I may just keep it around for some sweet, sweet revenge. Or I might accept that his life is changing, as mine is. If he wants to lounge around a university he has already graduated from, fine. I will be found go-getting.

Facebook prevails!! (Jesus....)





Lots of love,

xx








Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Toronto's Initiative: Mental Health Research and Facility


As a city, we are lucky to have the finances and a health sector that is concerned with the subject of mental health as much as it is. The Harper government, for the most part, has funded the projects which tackle research in mental health for the youth and adults, and for those suffering from addictions and providing care for these patients.

I would like to take this time to acknowledge the current standing of Toronto's state-of-the-art mental health and addiction facility: CAMH.

CAMH has dedicated its legacy to ensuring the understanding and assessment of those suffering from a spectrum of differing mental disorders as well as addictions which range from substance abuse to gambling. CAMH largely provides group therapy as well as individual care for child and youth which struggle mentally. 

This summer, some time in July, a new facility was erected and completed in downtown Toronto called the Integrational Wellness Centre. It will expand the range of services and narrow in on the conditions of the mental health of children, youth and families. 

CAMH has also teamed up with Sick Kids Hospital and the University of Toronto in its efforts to proliferate mental health research. According to the CAMH website, 

"The SickKids/CAMH/U of T collaborative program will focus on three key areas:

 integrating clinical care so that young people receive enhanced evidence-based treatments; 

training future psychiatrists and mental health practitioners to help fill the gaps in service; 

and developing a specialized research program to discover answers to child and youth mental illness and addictions." 





If you are interested in the details of the different initiatives, check out CAMH's website for more information:






Sunday, September 1, 2013

Bastille x

Vampire Weekend, The Strokes, The Arkells, Patrick Watson, The Kooks, alt-j: if any of these artists tickle that comfy little part inside your ear drum which elicits physical responses like: grinning from ear to ear, jumping, prancing, and/or being overcome by large heaps of happiness, then you want to listen to this album.




I won't even make you search for it. It's right here:




    

 Listen and enjoy (particularly to Pompeii).





x



Differed Experiences: Novel Reading & Film Watching

Film-makers are notorious for pouncing on #1 Bestseller book lists and turning the stories into Blockbuster films. We'd be here all day if we were to list every novel that has been interpreted by a film director and turned into a box office hit.

However, for the sake of this post, I'd like to concentrate on one novel I read over the summer holiday and what my experience had been reading while reading it and then watching the movie post-completion of book.



Let me begin by discussing the aesthetic look of my book and where I bought it. It'll provide you with more depth to my reasoning. UC has a book sale every September (it should be coming up soon, now that I mention it) and last year I was asked by my Professor to visit it for a class project. I was taking a course on bibliography at the time. Anyhow, so I make my way over to this book sale held in the upper west wing of UC college, to find in this old exam room tables with stacks upon stacks of 18th-19th century books. Some were so old they were being sold for hundreds of dollars. Among these attainable artefacts was a book which contained a collection of Oscar Wilde's best work. It was a collation of poems, short stories and the novel, The Picture of Dorian Gray. Being an English major, I was already familiar with Oscar Wilde and had read many of his shorts for classes I had taken in university, however had never read Dorian.

I was sitting in my room this summer fiending a classic novel. I walked over to my bookshelf and found this book, opened it, and was spectacularly surprised to find Dorian Gray inside. Already, the experience of physically handling a 19th century book and excitedly discovering a piece of literature inside it, which I had not know to be there, was an experience of enough sensory provocation to make it one I can relive in my memory.

The pages were yellowed, the binding was loose and the prose? Astounding. Wilde writes with a sophisticated disturbance that rattles your imagination to its core. At times I found myself putting the book down before bed and distracting myself with Youtube videos so as to avoid any chance of oncoming nightmares. Wilde is a master. His characters are convoluted in their ambitions and views of the world. They contradict themselves, they are hypocrites, they are human. He reveals details about his characters through their dialogue and his discourse that hinge on your curiosity about the peculiarity of them.

Anyhow, this novel ended up being one of the most beautiful pieces of literature I have ever read, and it just might be one of my favourites. I fell in love with Dorian, as I'm sure Wilde would have expected of any female audience, and because of this, could not wait to watch director Oliver Parker's motion picture interpretation.

But plot aside, the point here is the multi-sensory act of reading.
One, you are touching the book as you hold it and flip the pages. The older the book, the more fragile the pages, the more enjoyable the 'flip'. Two, are looking at the words on the page. You are watching the pages turn and guessing the number of them left. Three, you are hearing whatever it is going around you and choosing to tune those sounds out. You are making the conscious decision to read in silence, read to some background music, read to the sound of leaves rustling. There is no soundtrack to this story, there is only the natural soundtrack of your comfortable environment. Four, you are smelling the pages of the book. "Old book smell" -  a masterful combination of vanillin and lignin. Ahh, what a wonderful smell it is. Whether old or new, your sense of smell has definitely been aroused. Can you say the same while reading an old classic off your tablet? And five, taste. I suppose if your curiosity is provoked enough you may try to eat the pages of your book. I don't encourage this, but hey, why not try everything once?



Now, to offer the counter argument. But first, Ben Barnes. He is captivating on screen. The delicacy, and yet, masculinity of his defined features leave you wanting more of his face in front of yours. Just had to get that out there. That aside, the experience of watching a director's interpretation of this novel was not as...invigorating. Not in the least bit. You are not given the details a novel provides you. You are not aware what the side glances and whispered remarks mean. There are so many holes only literature can fill, at least that's how I feel.

And the participation of all senses. Sight and sound are exploited, absolutely. Sense is not, taste is obviously not and neither is touch. Now, don't get me wrong. I love watching movies. Huge fan of fabulously directed films. Love Wes Anderson. I firmly support the art of acting and film producing. The audience I'd like to target are those that claim they know a book by watching the filmatic adaptation. The ones we hear so often who state, "I didn't need to read the book because I watched the movie first."

You. You are who I'm talking to.

One must read the book. One must always read the book. The experience of reading a book cannot be matched. It is all-consuming. You and the book become one during the moments you are enthralled by it. You are given a likely idea about what the book is like after watching it's film, but you are denied so many nitty-gritty details that increase the percentage of a book's charm incredibly.

So please, read the book. Owe it to the book. If possible, read the book before watching its adaptation, I implore you.

In terms of the congruence of novel and film version of Dorian Gray, I'd say there was about a 75% match-up. Homosexual relations were displayed in the film, which were insinuated but not explicated in the novel. Dorian's character altered immensely post-soul abandoning. Colin Firth was a great Harry Wotton, but the use of eyeliner under his eyes and the intensity of his stare creeped me out a whole lot more than the Harry Wotton in Wilde's novel.

Parker's interpretation was no Harry Potter and certainly no Lord of the Rings. His additions to the storyline did not add to the complexity of relations between characters, nor illuminated the inner moral struggle of Dorian's character. Could've been better. Was pretty disappointed. Thank goodness for Barne's jawline otherwise it might have been a total loss.

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Morality and Mayhem: Syria

At this point in time it may not be hasty to assume that most of the global population has become aware of the nearly-irreparable barbaric and chaotic political and social unrest that has become the Middle East.

Syria is found in Tweets daily, Obama delivered his political statement regarding America's standing in the quest against Assad in Syria's rebel defence, Britain is getting blasted for its ongoing discussion about the maintenance of their non-intervention, Egypt's Morsi supporters and Brotherhood opposition are in constant destruction, the Pakistinian-Israeli hate continues...

So, what I've found among the tweets and headlines and Facebook postings, is that it's been difficult to keep track about which countries have decided to intervene, which have stayed aloof, which countries oppose each other and what they're all fighting for.

I will now provide you with several sources I have found to be extraordinarily helpful during this time of chaos and confusion which has trickled into the conversations of millions of people in the Western world.



This site will explain, in a succinct coherence and relatively objective manner, the brief history which led to the instability, upheaval and sheer violence in the Arab nations:



And for those who have an affinity for visual learning will find this superbly informative. A diagram which clearly outlines the countries who are allies, opposition and undecided.



Understand America's plan of action after Obama's statement on Syria



Britain's parties' conflicted standings re: intervention in Syria




I hope this helps; it helped me immensely.



Friday, August 30, 2013

Ci Vediamo, Italia

Please excuse my absence, I am heartily apologetic. The last two weeks have been somewhat chaotic. Between being given a copious amount of hours at work and trying to squeeze in driving school between shifts, I had temporarily neglected all aspects of my life I enjoy. Anyhow, here I am again and ready to shower you with images and stories of the time I spent in Italy this summer.

Ahh the splendour of Italy. Upon arriving in Venice, we were immediately scooped up into my cugino Francesco's tiny Fiat and taken to my family's home in the tiny town of Pasiano in Pordenone. We cracked open his car windows, lit a couple Camel cigarettes (Nilsa doesn't smoke), blasted some Tiziano Ferro and hit the gas. Boy, do those Italians love the speed inside a macchina. We rounded the curvatures of the roads with precision and ease, despite travelling at about 80km/h on 50km roads. What did it feel like, you ask? Exhilaration, emancipation, freedom. The sun was pounding down onto our arms that hung out the windows and the smoke from our cigarettes wafted around in the car while mixing with the sweetness detected only in European air.

Italia, we had arrived.



While in Italy we visited several immaculate cities. Venice, Florence, Rome, Salerno, the Amalfi Coast, and Bari. The charm of each Italian city withdrew "Oohs" and "Ahhs" from Nilsa and myself at a consistent rate. The bridges and waterways in Venice wrapped alongside by the tiny boutiques which sold ceramic Venetian Carnevale masks and Murano glass were picturesque and it was often difficult to walk at a pace any faster than that of a ninety-year-old woman so as to ensure you were capturing every detail your surroundings had to offer.


Florence, or Firenze in Italian, and it's narrow streets were chock-full of street performers, marketplaces, gelaterias, gypsies, and ancient relics of Renaissance artistry. Piazza di Vecchio was astounding. White marble statues of Poseidon, Hercules, Neptune and David (to name a few) aligned the outer walls of the piazza. In the center stood Massimo, a domestic singer who performed his own acoustic covers of Justin Timberlake and Lady Gaga. If you listened closely enough you could detect a smidgen of his Italian accent bubbling up every now and again. Lovers held hands and tourists' heads were ever-revolving. We fell in love with Firenze. It was impossible not to.



All roads lead to Rome, and that's exactly where ours took us. Roma. It seems unfair to attempt a description of our experience in this city with brevity, so I will not say much more than: go to Rome, you will not be disappointed in what you find there.



After Roma we travelled due south. I had been to Italy once before but had never seen the coast of it. My parents spent their honeymoon in Amalfi and have always raved about it's sheer sublimity, so I knew it had to be one of our stops in this trip. So, off to Salerno we went! We took advantage of the reasonable pricing of train tickets, schedules and comfortable interior conditions Trenitalia offers and used it all while travelling through the country. After arriving in Salerno, we were in awe of the landscape in front of us. With the sea always in your peripherals and the lush mountain range ahead, we stopped on numerous occasion to simply appreciate the beauty in sight. We did not speak at these times. Sometimes we didn't even take pictures. We just stood and gazed in total wonderment. 


And quickly we learned that beauty can outdo itself over and over and over and over again, as we experienced once again when we arrived in Amalfi.



Language fails when you try to express the way you felt while looking at a sight like this.



I will leave Greece for another day, ta ta!


Thursday, August 15, 2013

Let's Take a Second





Modern Vampires of the City. Rolling Stone included it in their mid-year report of the Best Albums of 2013 and I felt impelled to include it in my list of blog posts seeing as it has given me the sunshine Toronto has failed to provide this summer.

I cannot get enough of Everlasting Arms and Fingerback. Here, if you haven't heard it yet listen to it here:


To be quite honest, this was my introductory album to Vampire Weekend. Not being familiar with previous works, except for a few songs like Horchata and Oxford Comma, this was a fantastic way to introduce my ears to this band. 

The vocals are quirky and playful and this is an album you can blast on a sunny day, or a rainy one (as I had during this dreadfully grey Toronto summer) to brighten up your mood. The lyrics are smart and worth a solid critical review. The instrumental accompaniment is some sort of reminiscent of the Arkells in terms of the bounce, but it's simply, more. It's layered by classical piano solos and choruses sung by choirs. 

Read what Rolling Stone had to say: 

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Post-Travel Blues

Sincerest of apologies for my delay of posts. About six days after I had last posted, I left for a magnificent journey to Europe.

And oh, magnificent it was. I'll give you a little taste of it tonight. Only a morsel.

My best friend and I flew from Toronto to Barcelona. After arriving at the airport, we manuevered our way underground and into their metro station, taking full advantage of their impressively developed infrastructure. It was easy enough, mind you, having a best friend who is beautifully fluent en Espanol was perhaps a little help. Soon enough, after several subway transfers and a bus ride which gave us our first delicious gulp of the architecture and demography in Barcelona, we arrived at our hostel.

(I will write a review about the particular hostel in another post.)

We were handed our room keys and some clean blue bedsheets and given the directions to our room. Smiles were spotted on the faces of those lounging in the lobby and they spilled onto the faces of those enjoying a cigarette on the terrace. The Spanish sun was all over. The energy and excitement of newly arriving travellers could be felt like vibrations. We were aching to drop our backpacks and duffel bags and get outside to explore. Which is exactly what we did.

We dumped our bags, stuffed them in the lockers allotted to us and almost ran out into the street prepared for our first adventure.

We decided to discover the French influenced Parc de Montjuic. This park covered the ground of the city's museum, the proud Olympic stadium and convention centre. Several kilometres north was a Castel which immediately caught our eye. Of course we would visit a medieval Spanish castle!




(to be continued...)

Monday, June 24, 2013

The Zimmerman Trial

George Zimmerman. What has this man been up to? The 29 year-old bulbous male has been charged with second-degree murder of 17 year-old Trayvon Martin. Zimmerman, who sued NBC after allegedly falling victim to Yellow Journalism - based on exaggerated claims - is faring a difficult time convincing the jury of...six women. Mixed jury? No. Plaintively one spectrum of human species.

In 2012 on February 17, Martin, an African American was shot by Zimmerman whose plea for self-defense was examined on April 29 in front of a judge in Florida - known for its "stand your ground law".

This law, in the United States, articulates that a person may justifiably use force in self-defense when there is reasonable belief of an unlawful threat, without an obligation to retreat first. Conveniently, this law provides its claimant with immunity which bars suit, charges, detention, and arrest. Conveniently, Zimmerman's first appeal was to this law.

Post-April 29 hearing, the verdict revealed an affidavit of probable cause filed against Zimmerman. It stated Zimmerman committed the murder while Martin was committing no crimes. As additional evidence was collected, it continued to work against Zimmerman despite the efforts of his attorney.

Quick tangent, second-degree murder in America receives a maximum penalty of a life sentence in prison. Life.

Today, according to NPR's delivery of the court action, defense attorneys took turns defending their clients to the offering of a terrible knock-knock joke and no avail.

The New York Times retells the highlights of today's trial in detail.

What prodded at my curiosity was the six-woman jury, and so, after prodding around at my keyboard learned a little about jury selection which I will share with you.

In the United States, after carrying out voir dire, the culminating choice of jury members are up to the discretion of the attorneys and judge. Voir dire determines/ detects the bias of potential jurors. Each State has its own set of rules determined by the US Constitution.

In the case of the Zimmerman-Martin trial, six women were culled of forty possible juror candidates. All female, five of the six women were white and one a minority. It took twelve weeks for prosecutors and attorneys to finalize their choices. In Florida, twelve members are required only for criminal trials involving capital cases when the death penalty is being considered. To read the article in full: CBC News.